I try to push you away,

try to tell you stop,


you keep pushing,

keep prodding my heart.


I’m a criminal,

I know I need to stop and do the right thing,


when you’re arms wrap around me,

I know I can’t.


It is an endless cycle.

I’m stuck on rinse and repeat.


I’m not yours anymore,

so why do you make me feel like I still am?


I try to resist,

try not to make waves,


I’m suddenly getting in the way,

suddenly messing up.


You tell me it’s okay,

tell me I was just caught up in the moment,


I know that it isn’t because,

I know I’d do it again.