I am not sure when, why or how
But it all feels real now
This girl is so indescribably mysterious
And to describe it through fallacy, she’s got me delirious
I will take this chance to remind you that
There is a cliche
Of saying that you really can get lost in someone’s eyes
Or lost in someone’s laughs,
as you’re kissing on their thighs
And you don’t believe in perfection
But you’ll adore this affection
That goes with proving you’re my very own perfect
And I don’t have any clue how,
But I will eventually teach you to learn it
And despite you never seeing through my eyes
I’ll stay lost in yours
So as you point me to your thighs
I’ll make you squeal
Just to remind myself every day
That holy fuck this is how love feels
And this all goes with the study
Of your flawless perfect body
I’m sure they will all just call me crazy
And they’ll all think I’m a joke
But you can’t help but smile at all the cigarettes
that we don’t even smoke
With all the stories we’ve shared
And all the lessons I’ve took
I like to think of you as a million pages on an unwritten book
The hardest part is accepting I will never figure you out
Even though I promise I could fill a one million page book
And easily have you be all it talked about
I knew I loved you when your eyes distracted me from the stars
And you can see this girl is beauty be it on her face or written in her scars
She’s got me wrapped up like yarn and I’m tied to her fingers
As it has been a couple days but the smell of sex still lingers
It’s weird to miss our future
Because I loved to watch it start
And some won’t see the picture
But to me we’re making art
And since you’ve been gone
I have learned to smile when I look back
Because even though you aren’t there
There’s still this monkey on my back