I try to push you away,
try to tell you stop,
But
you keep pushing,
keep prodding my heart.
I’m a criminal,
I know I need to stop and do the right thing,
But
when you’re arms wrap around me,
I know I can’t.
It is an endless cycle.
I’m stuck on rinse and repeat.
I’m not yours anymore,
so why do you make me feel like I still am?
I try to resist,
try not to make waves,
But
I’m suddenly getting in the way,
suddenly messing up.
You tell me it’s okay,
tell me I was just caught up in the moment,
But
I know that it isn’t because,
I know I’d do it again.
